When I was young, I never had allergies.
Although I think that I did have a predisposition to get allergies, since I had atopic eczema. There is some degree of correlation between atopic eczema and allergies.
The summer when I filled 21, I experienced my first signs of allergy though, and it was against mugwort. It was exhausting, but lasted only a few weeks. I can't remember taking any medication against it, I was still living at home, and my parents somehow weren't too fond about taking medication that you don't necessarily need to survive.
And I was still livint at my parents home, and also financially dependent on them.
Fast forward to today, over 20 years later, when allergies came and disappeard, then came again and disappeared again. All depending of my general levels of stress. The worst bout I remember was when I started my master studies and at the same time had a job at our university as a teacher's assistant.
What an irony that I had developed a full-blown pollen allergy against both grass and flowers, and my job was joining our teacher outside on our excursion on botany.
I remember it being both fun and exhausting, since the students were all really nice, while my body battled against the pollen in the field.
During the recent years, I haven't had allergies, only minor reations against dust inside my appartments from time to time. Fortunately!
But this year, it flared up again.
For real.
Looking through my medicine closet, I realized I was almost running out of antihistamines (I am using Loratadine against pollen allergy, if anyone is wondering about it) - so I started taking what I had left, and ordered a new recipe at my doctor.
The recipe is supposed to be available today.
And I really hope that the fresh pills will do a better job than the ones I had left at home (ok, they can't be that old, but you never know).
Because my allergy is bad. Despite the medicine I have been taken.
Even Garmin recognizes the stress my body is under.
Usually, my stress levels are below 25, and rather variable.
And the last days and weeks, the physiological stress was rather low (the psychological though, quite high):
Yesterday though, and through last night, it looked like this:
I spend some time trying to figure out the cause.
Was it severe mental stress?
But it couldn't have been, since I just had decided to just give in and accept that there are things I don't like to do, but that are the right thing to do.
I haven't been training too much either - for usually, after too much high intensity training, the stress usually starts right after the workout, and keeps getting up and down, but calms down at night.
So I decided that the cause must be the ongoing allergy, which doesn't give my body any break at all, and I can feel it all the time.
But! I was thinking that even though my body is stressed out, there really is no need to stress about it.
After all, if I didn't have my fancy little Garmin watch, I wouldn't have known about it, and just thought that "Oh no, that annoying allergy is bad, I am exhausted, I hate it." - and tried to do the best about it.
Also, I am not sure if training or not is right, but I am guessing that light training AWAY from pollen could actually be benefitial.
So maybe I will go for an easy hike up in the valley today, where there is no mugwort but only refreshing mountain air.
I could even go as far as to take my tent and sleep in the mountains tonight.
But I am not so sure about how restful that night's sleep will be, and there is stille the sprint triathlon om two days.
And not that I am planning to do a great race, but I'd rather not be in brain fog when I am there.
So, today will be an easy day - hiking, and picking out the necessary race gear, and washing my mountain bike so it's ready for saturday.
Also, taking small breaks and giving my mind a rest, since it is actually rather disturbing feeling the body at high alert with the faster heart rate - but I'll just do the best about it 💪👍